The Other Side Of Me

Ramadhan bulan yang paling di tunggu oleh sekalian umat islam. Bulan yang paling mulia dari seribu bulan. Bulan yang terdapat dalamnya Lailatul Qadar. For me Ramadhan is happiness, family. Ramadhan brought us together. Waktu ini lah kita mengeratkan hubungan dikalangan keluarga. Sometimes we don't realized how important having family around us until you lose them. I'm so excited for Ramadhan this year I even have my own plan. Of course my target is anak bulan inda nampak. Hahaha !! Tapi this year anak bulan nampak ! I almost cry, I even complaining. This year is totally out of my expectations. I want to make Ramadhan this year memorable & meaningful. Kita inda tau bila masanya Allah ambil nyawa kita. Memikirkan dosa-dosa yang kita buat, adakah kita bersedia berjumpa dengan Pencipta kita ? If you ask me, I am far from ready for that. There's still sins that we do but we don't even realized it. We do something wrong/haram but kita buat-buat inda tau. As if there...

I’m just a normal girl like other girls out there. We like to have fun and do silly things that we think are funny. I was born in a religious environment family. We have tahlil & yassin almost every Friday night. At the age of 10 I’m able to memorize the tahlil. I love that positive environment that’s going around me. But at that age as a girl, we like to play around and be pretty (DON’T LIE !!). We like to be a princess and wear this beautiful and nice dresses. The hardest part for me to accept is the hijab/tudong. I went to high school when I was 11 years old and I have my period already. In Islam if you’re a girl and have your period already, you were consider as an adult. That’s mean your sin is on yourself and not at your parents anymore. By this time you feel the responsibility in yourself. As you know the awrah (body parts that need to cover) for girl is all of the body accept your face and your two hands. At that time I always want to look pretty. And wearing tudon...